Thursday, May 04, 2006

TroubleS* @ 10:43 pm

This few day feel kinna bored and sad. Why things dun go smoothly de..~ my love life gone.. friendship.. i onli seem to left VMK and Stephanie. Where's my kakis..?! i miss my old skool life.. can see guys, can joke around, can play wif my clzmate and skoolmatez.. can do many thing in skool dan work! Working was like so tiring.. Haf to serve different type of customer, orbasan, riddiculous, rude and of cos there are some realli nice customer too..! Infront of my shop is VCD event, showing same old show, DA CHANG JING againzzz and same espisode, keep repeating..! Ytd i work from 11am to 8 30 p, around 1 plus, i feel so sleepy, can realli fall asleep while sitting, 3 plus i went to the toilet, TO SLEEP! hahahahas.. =D Awhile onli lah, gonna go back to my shop to look after.. ahhs, realli boring so i call up uncle simon and ask if he can take over me. He agree lah, and yes i told him i was havin headach, he brought me panadol and i gotta eat infront of him, hahaa.. i take 1 onli another 1 i throw, i lie mahz..~ lols.. Den sista and jie fu came down to take letter from me. After tat i went to shop wif them awhile, and back home to SLEEP! ahhhs.. today nan de my off day, i never go out haf fun.. sob! instead i wake up early, meet sista and jie fu to see their new hse. Yeah, i got a big new cupboard from them.. hehehes, nw i gonna think of a way to move the cupboard back to my room! gonna throw my old 1, my mum wanna stop me for throwing ahs, i realli angry, i yell at her! Our hse is already full of furniture and she still wanna keep..! haiis, headach* I am staying in a ga rang gu ni hse.. HELP!!! it's so messy in here!
What's next, my future.. haiis, dad came home and told me y am i at home, nt working ?! he told me of cousin bro and cousin sis, 1 study university liao.. IT couse some more.. can earn up to 2.6k! omg, tat's alot.. and cousin sis got her new job as air stewardess..~! omg, i realli bo wei gong.. life is like getting harder for me, since i left skool. Talk wif dad like toking to the wall, haiis... kor also broke. iyoyos.. my life is so complicated.. i feel so sad and depress. Who is there for me!?! I wanted alot of thing, but i can't get it for myself.. i am realli hopeless. People are born in different background, and mine?! Definately there are good and bad thing happen around me bahz.. But i can onli sit there do nthing. Who can think of a way for me.. I am lazy to head for my future, might as well kill me. I dun think i haf a bright future bahs.. no love, no hope, no education, ahss... WAKE ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i jus dun haf relistic dream.. everything i noe is "i dunno"
My everydae life was like, back home from work, use pc online surf till 2-4plus, slp.. wake up, work againz, out againz~ is like a cycle.. i realli find myself useless wor..~!! omggGgg~!! haiis.. TroubleS*

Thursday, May 04, 2006

TroubleS* @ 10:43 pm

This few day feel kinna bored and sad. Why things dun go smoothly de..~ my love life gone.. friendship.. i onli seem to left VMK and Stephanie. Where's my kakis..?! i miss my old skool life.. can see guys, can joke around, can play wif my clzmate and skoolmatez.. can do many thing in skool dan work! Working was like so tiring.. Haf to serve different type of customer, orbasan, riddiculous, rude and of cos there are some realli nice customer too..! Infront of my shop is VCD event, showing same old show, DA CHANG JING againzzz and same espisode, keep repeating..! Ytd i work from 11am to 8 30 p, around 1 plus, i feel so sleepy, can realli fall asleep while sitting, 3 plus i went to the toilet, TO SLEEP! hahahahas.. =D Awhile onli lah, gonna go back to my shop to look after.. ahhs, realli boring so i call up uncle simon and ask if he can take over me. He agree lah, and yes i told him i was havin headach, he brought me panadol and i gotta eat infront of him, hahaa.. i take 1 onli another 1 i throw, i lie mahz..~ lols.. Den sista and jie fu came down to take letter from me. After tat i went to shop wif them awhile, and back home to SLEEP! ahhhs.. today nan de my off day, i never go out haf fun.. sob! instead i wake up early, meet sista and jie fu to see their new hse. Yeah, i got a big new cupboard from them.. hehehes, nw i gonna think of a way to move the cupboard back to my room! gonna throw my old 1, my mum wanna stop me for throwing ahs, i realli angry, i yell at her! Our hse is already full of furniture and she still wanna keep..! haiis, headach* I am staying in a ga rang gu ni hse.. HELP!!! it's so messy in here!
What's next, my future.. haiis, dad came home and told me y am i at home, nt working ?! he told me of cousin bro and cousin sis, 1 study university liao.. IT couse some more.. can earn up to 2.6k! omg, tat's alot.. and cousin sis got her new job as air stewardess..~! omg, i realli bo wei gong.. life is like getting harder for me, since i left skool. Talk wif dad like toking to the wall, haiis... kor also broke. iyoyos.. my life is so complicated.. i feel so sad and depress. Who is there for me!?! I wanted alot of thing, but i can't get it for myself.. i am realli hopeless. People are born in different background, and mine?! Definately there are good and bad thing happen around me bahz.. But i can onli sit there do nthing. Who can think of a way for me.. I am lazy to head for my future, might as well kill me. I dun think i haf a bright future bahs.. no love, no hope, no education, ahss... WAKE ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i jus dun haf relistic dream.. everything i noe is "i dunno"
My everydae life was like, back home from work, use pc online surf till 2-4plus, slp.. wake up, work againz, out againz~ is like a cycle.. i realli find myself useless wor..~!! omggGgg~!! haiis.. TroubleS*